there are times when 'even' buddha will be jealous of my peace! and there are times when 'even' buddha will look down on me with humiliation because of his hurt ego and say this is where you belong asshole!

all I need is

while(1)

{

peace() ;

}

but the fucking API provided by life has got hell lotta bugs! Expectations, money, love, sex, identity, pride, ego... shit.. rotten thoughts!